I LOVE THE LATIN MASS

 

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I really love the Latin mass. In my personal Rule of Life, I chant the Angelus in Latin three times a day. The reason I love it, aside from its innate beauty, is that I know that I am speaking to God. God is listening to me and He is accustomed to Latin. He has heard it for a long time and HE knows what it means, which is all that matters to me. I am going to mass to worship Him and appeal to Him, not to appeal to MYSELF and to entertain MYSELF.

I am not entirely ignorant of what the Latin is expressing. I will usually read the English and the Latin before chanting it, and I would love to actually learn Latin at some point, if I could possibly squeeze one more project into my schedule of projects. But not knowing what each word means, in context, is not a bother to me either. I know that these ancient chants have an imprimatur that protects me from heresy or from insulting our Lord. Not that I think He is insulted by the English used in the Novus Ordo either. I am not part of the party of outrage that has a constant litany of complaints issuing forth from the lips.

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Another advantage to Latin is something which some folks OBJECT to. They say it is a "dead language," meaning it is not spoken anywhere in the world. In my mind, this is a benefit. Because the language of Latin does not change, the meaning of the words of the mass will never change. It won't shift with the shifting tides of verbal fashion. We do not have to worry that what we are saying now means, "Lord, I offer thee a blessed chocolate donut."

The Novus Ordo seems an ugly thing. Don't get me wrong: I love English. As a writer, that is the language I use, and I love its variety, complexity and nuance, but it seems to me that the words of the Novus Ordo are the ugliest, most basic words available. No effort seems to have been made to use beautiful words and sentence structures. It is like a hammer on my head. Yes, I am perfectly clear on what it says and probably most of what it means, but it tastes like medicine in my mouth.

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I will, in obedience, do whatever is required in any church I attend, and I am not going to campaign for change, like so many do. I know that I am not in charge and that my personal, subjective desires are completely irrelevant. But I do feel very sorry for our poor God who must listen to this ugly thing. I am not saying the sentiments are ugly. No. They are not ugly. It is the language that is used that is so poor and bland. Plus, I do think a little mystery, when it comes to God, is not a bad thing.

It looks to me that, in their zeal to correctly and specifically describe what is going on, the creators of the N.O. gave no thought to beauty. Please note that I am a convert, post Vatican II, so my comments have nothing to do with "the good old days." 

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Although I was not a Catholic during the supposed "good old days," I DID attend one Latin mass when I was about 6 years old. My father had abandoned our family to write for television and collect adult toys like boats and planes and starlets who wore too much makeup, and on this particular Sunday, our mother had also taken off with her inamorata of the moment and had left us for the weekend by ourselves. My sister was only 5, and I barely 6. 

Iday, our Cuban maid, had come over in the morning to retrieve us and take us with her to her parish to attend mass. The church was gorgeous. High ceilings soared above us, stained glass was on all sides, a beautiful altar sparkled in the sun that shone down on us through the windows, and highly polished EVERYTHING dazzled my eyes. I was enraptured.

I was also hungry. And I noticed that there was a line of people on their knees at the front who were getting cookies given them by the priest. I would get on my knees if it meant I could have a cookie, and I asked Iday if I could go up to the altar. She reacted with an unsure look on her face, so I took advantage of her confusion, grabbed my little sister's hand, and ran like the wind to the altar rail.

We looked like two little "raggamuffins" (as my mother would call us) in our inappropriate little shorts and tee shirts that we wore daily for our play time. The priest solemnly made his way down the line and then stopped to look down at me, bemused.

"Have you had your first communion?" he asked, me, not unkindly.

"Huh?" I said, obviously clueless.

The kindly old priest smiled and walked past us. The people in the front pews who had noticed, tittered in laughter at the poor little girls who did not know what they were doing.

So I grabbed my sister's hand again and dragged her back up the aisle to our seats next to Iday, my face burning with shame.

"But I want a cookie!" my sister whined.

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That was my only experience with the Latin Mass before I became Catholic, finally, in my late 40's.

When discussing the Latin Mass with others who have more experience with it than I do, they complain that they do not understand Latin and that the mass "means more" to them in English because they know what is going on. That seems to be the prevailing rationale for the Novus Ordo mass, and apparently, people who feel that way are in the majority.

But I find this tendency to cater to the PEOPLE to be part of what has gone wrong with the church (and the rest of society, frankly.) We are far too used to being entertained so that now we expect everything to entertain us. This is a wide-spread problem.

For example, I see memes on Facebook demanding that people entertain the meme writer with "positivity" and rejecting anything that is sad or does not entertain the writer, who tells us that you will not be their friend any more if you are a sad sack and write about your woes. The meme writer will remove you from their friend list because they "deserve" better than you.

This means, of course, that if you are having a rough time of it in life, that you must keep it to yourself because we are all now required to entertain our friends and only be sources of "joy," which is meant to mean enjoyment, actually.

If this keeps up any longer, we are going to have to rewrite the Bible and take some things OUT. The Beatitudes will have to go, first thing. Unfortunately, they are the words of Jesus:

"Blessed are the poor in spirit: 

For theirs is the kingdom of heaven

Blessed are they who mourn: 

For they shall be comforted

Blessed are the meek: 

For they shall inherit the earth

Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness: 

For they shall be filled

Blessed are the merciful: 

For they shall obtain mercy

Blessed are the pure in heart: 

For they shall see God

Blessed are the peacemakers: 

For they shall be called the children of God

Blessed are they who are persecuted for righteousness sake: 

For theirs is the kingdom of heaven"

Matthew 5:3-10

We will also have to eliminate some central themes to accommodate our new internet-led priorities. When Jesus is asked to say what is the greatest commandment in the law, He replies:

"Love the Lord your God with 

all your heart and with all your

soul and with all your mind. This

is the first and greatest commandment.

And the second is like it: Love your

neighbor as yourself. All the Law and

the Prophets hang on these two

commandments."

Matthew 22:37-40

It is obvious from the last passage, in particular, that what God finds most important is not the inward journey of self-satisfaction. It is not the pursuit of personal pleasure and entertainment. It is an outward looking thing.

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One of the downsides of living in the internet age is that enjoyment is at our fingertips, and if we run across something boring or sad while doom-scrolling our Facebook news feed, we are easily out of it by moving our fingers across the screen. Eliminating suffering and accumulating sources of thrill are relatively easy in the U.S. We are training our bodies and minds to be even more selfish and pleasure seeking than they already are programmed to be.

Youngsters have learned that, in order to get big rewards and lots of endorphins flowing through their bodies, all they have to do is move their finger ever so slightly across the screen, in the "right" way. It ruins them for work, later in their life, because work is not organized to entertain them and it does not reward them for the mere flick of a finger. One has to do a lot more than that to earn a paycheck, and these children of the video game are not amused.

The fear of loathsome suffering and the feeling of entitlement to pleasure operates against every religious principle we have as Catholics. The internet and its immediate availability of psychological and biochemical reward have ruined us. 

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What does any of this have to do with the Latin Mass? I will tell you. I believe that the idea that the mass should cater to us, with the priest facing US, and the dull-as-dishwater language meant for US and OUR complete understanding,  is the direct result of our fear of loathsome suffering and the feeling of entitlement to pleasure that our citizens have always had, in a certain amount. The "pursuit of happiness" and all that. But the ease of the internet has increased it, like psychological steroids.

Don't think this old gal is immune to it either. I must consciously fight against it and will myself to be a bit less suffering avoidant. This is what the ancient ascetic practices were all about. You know, the hair shirts and the offering up of pains and sufferings.

I am not wearing a hair shirt, but I have within my own body an enormous amount of daily suffering, despite a supply of pain pills, and there are many times during the day when I spur myself on to do some kind of good work, even though to do it causes me great physical pain. I push through it and "offer it up" in reparation for my sins and the sins of the whole world. That is the Catholic way.

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So, you will excuse me if I prefer the Latin Mass because I know that it is not for my entertainment. I am not worshipping ME. During the Latin Mass, unlike the Novus Ordo, the priest faces God (who is in the East, everyone knows that.) He does not face the people. We are beside the point. We are there to worship God, witnessing the Priest make the offerings. I know there are many other reasons why the Latin Mass is superior, according to those more educated than I am, and those who were accustomed to the Latin Mass, but my own reasons are enough for me, since I am not trying to convince anyone nor win anyone over to my side. I am simply musing over the topic and, the next time it appears in my Facebook feed, I can offer a link to this blog post so that I do not have to reinvent the wheel every time it comes up.

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I realize that Pope Francis has recently put more restrictions on the Latin Mass, and I understand that at least part of the reasoning behind doing that is that many of the people who are lobbying for its return are also taking a somewhat militant stance and going to war with anyone who disagrees with them, which is not the meekness which Christ requires of us. But I am concerned that Papa's reasoning appears to be reactionary, which will only remain a thought in the back of my mind for the present time, as I am opposed to complaining about our Pope.

                                                        

It is difficult to get to mass at all these days. It took me a couple of years to get someone to bring me the Eucharist. I called and called the parish office, and finally had to contact the bishop's office, and even then it took several months to get it into gear.

I do not have a car and do not have the money to buy one. I hope that one day someone will decide to donate to my GOFUNDME so that I may get one and thereby get to doctors appointments and, especially, mass. 

If you are not able to get to church, you are out of sight and out of mind because the church has folded in on itself and, like the rest of us, has become the thing that needs to be propped up, instead of going out of itself to help a suffering world. Suffering is icky. Come to the church and buy some bingo tickets so the church can continue to offer bingo. Come to the church fiesta to enjoy the entertainments and the church can make money.

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When I have transportation, I will attend the one church that has Latin Mass one day during the week. It is a poor little church in a very old part of town, and I feel very sorry for its poverty and lack of members. I just pray that it is allowed to stay open and continue to pray in that divine language of Latin that I imagine God has grown to love over the last thousand years or so.

In the meantime, God bless us all.

Silver Rose

COVID CHAOS A few days ago, I drove to CLARK'S PET EMPORIUM to get much needed food supplies for my dog. As an essential business, they are allo

A few days ago, I drove to CLARK'S PET EMPORIUM to get much needed food supplies for my dog. As an essential business, they are allowed to be open, but I was horrified when two employees came out at different intervals to stand right next to my car and speak down on me, less than a foot away, and neither one of them were wearing masks.

Afraid to extend the conversation with them by remarking on the masks, and also afraid that one of them might be angered by being questioned about it and then even MORE droplets would be coming my way because of a more intense conversation, I decided to get out of there as quickly as possible and then call the owners later.

I looked up the telephone number of the owners on their website. (505-292-6288) It was a phony number that dumped me into their store telephone system. So I asked to speak to one of the owners (Michael or Thomas Steeples) or the store managers.

The young guy that came to the phone sounded very young and not terribly decisive. He said to me, "Yeah, we're not really wearing masks in the store. None of us are wearing masks." He also said that he understood it was serious, but his tone of voice did not convey that he actually comprehended that this issue IS serious.

He said he would "notify them." I quizzed him as to who "them" is - the owners? No. He said he was going to notify the store manager, which is the person to whom I was purportedly speaking. When I questioned him about this he said that the store manager was out to lunch and that he is the guy that answers the phone when the manager is gone! He tried to get me off the phone.

"Don't you want my phone number?" I asked him. He didn't sound like he was thrilled to be taking a message but he dutifully went to get a piece of paper and a pencil. He took my name and number, but I was not left with the impression that I should expect to get a return phone call. It isn't like he was rude. That's not it. He was disinterested and obviously disempowered.

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I decided to call 311, which is the city general information number. I have, in the past, had great success with the 311 operators. They don't make you wait three years before they'll pick up the phone, and that number has never dumped me into a voice mail hell. They often have answers to questions like this.

The gal that picked up the phone WAS very accommodating. She referred to the information that she had at her disposal, but unfortunately could not tell me whether or not businesses that are staying open are required to wear masks or not. If they ARE required to wear a mask, I wanted to do what I could to nudge them into compliance. and if they are NOT required to wear a mask, I intended to find a different business that was doing this voluntarily.

The 311 operator gave me the number for the New Mexico Covid-19 non-emergency information line, which turned out to be the 9th level of computer hell that is much more concerned about the information they are NOT prepared to give you than any beneficial information. (1-833-551-0518)

If you are calling about platypus eggs, press 1.

If you are calling about the price of tea in China, press 2.

If you would like to know what temperature to bake bread, press 3.

If you want to learn how to swim, press 4

If you are calling about the circumference of a typical cowboy's hat, press 5.

A few of the "go away, don't bother me" phone numbers I found online

OK. I'm kidding about the topics - but they were no more helpful than the few examples, above. There WERE 9 levels of hell, plus several website addresses that the voice rattled off WAY too fast. NONE of it addressed this really simple request for information and no human being picked up the phone.

I hung up and called back, this time deciding to just pick a number at random, since none of them pertained to what I needed. It dumped me into YET ANOTHER computer voice mail that asked me to leave a message.

So I did. I left them a spicy message telling them that their stupid phone number is a PRETENSE - pretending to "be there" for citizens with questions, but answering nothing.

I called the 311 city government number again, and yet another very nice human being gave me a different number, this time the local number for the New Mexico Department of Health. (505-827-2613.)

The math behind social distancing

ONCE AGAIN, no human would answer the phone. It was another voice mail request for me to leave my name and number.

More and more these days, people in business and government are expecting computers to actually do their work for them. It is pure laziness to do so because computers cannot duplicate a thinking, living, breathing human being. Mentally lazy I.T. people concoct these excruciatingly long voice mail messages that do not anticipate all the possible reasons that a person may be calling that telephone number and do not give you any option to speak to a human about those other topics that the I.T. people are incapable of imagining.

It is more than obvious that the whole intention behind these 10-minute voice mail announcements is to avoid communicating with me or you. It is clear that their entire rationale is to avoid contact with us.

The 311 operators are a marvelous exception to what has become, more and more, the rule in our society.

Please don't get me wrong. I spend almost all day long connected up to the internet and I really do not know what I would do without it. I LOVE the internet. It helps me research. It helps me write. I learn how to make crafts. I learn how to play musical instruments. Even my prayer life and spiritual reading and participation is greatly enhanced by the internet. It is a wonderful tool, in the right context...but our telephones should remain telephones. We should not be greeted with a 10-minute invitation to get lost every time we call a company or a government office.

Apparently, the only way to quash this modus operandi is to make this way of doing business much more inconvenient for THEM than it is for us. You decide how you might do that. I, for one, will be making a very polite pest of myself, since I am already being treated like one.

Meanwhile, neither the manager nor the owners of Clark's Pet Emporium have returned my call. I have called the governor's office to encourage her to make social distancing mandatory for businesses that have been deemed "essential," since some of them, like CLARK'S PET EMPORIUM are not even doing the minimum.

God save us all.

Silver Rose

INTERNET SERVICE IS DEGRADING - BLOGGING WILL BE LIMITED

The internet service I have been using is the cheapest available, but it is no longer working most of the time. It takes me HOURS to get the simplest task accomplished online. The connection gets lost hundreds of times every day, and I have to do the same functions over and over again.

The telephone lines are 30 years old and were not meant to carry internet.  Telephone company repairmen have all told me that, if I was living in a house, rather than a large apartment complex, it would be a simple matter to get the internet directly to the outside wall and bypass the old wires, but I am not allowed to do that in the large apartment complex where I live.

I am not able to afford better service. Comcast pretty much has the monopoly on THAT.

Many years ago, I had responded to a "special" that Comcast was running. I had to subscribe to television service in order to get the internet. It is one of the arbitrary rules that they impose in order to sucker the consumer into purchasing things they do not need.

After the technician installed the equipment, I could not get it to work properly. I could not get very many channels. The internet was slow. The voice remote was not working.

I assumed that it was "operator error" since I am not technologically savvy, in many ways. It was a few months before I finally gave up trying to "learn" how to work the equipment and I called them and had them send out ANOTHER technician. That technician advised me that I had been set up with the wrong equipment, the wrong channels, the wrong service. I had been paying top dollar for what we affectionately call "ghetto cable" here in poor town.

I cancelled Comcast service because of all this mess, and now they claim I OWE THEM $211 ! They owe ME, but it is impossible to get through to them.

I refuse to pay these con artists a single cent for "services" I did not receive. I tried to talk to them about it this morning, but, of course, the woman barely spoke English and just kept repeating that her "system" is telling her that I owe them money. She refused to acknowledge anything I said to her about the previous experience, and just kept repeating the same thing, like a machine. Perhaps I WAS speaking to a machine. I do not know.

Something in the back of my mind also tells me that committing myself to another big bill, even if I were to get enough donations to cover the expenses, is NOT a good idea for an independent religious person.

Being disabled, it is almost impossible to live without cable, but I CAN live with and struggle with the horrible service that I have now, which is at least half as cheap as Comcast. It takes me ten times as long to shop or do anything else on the internet with this horrible service, so I will have to give up some things that are not necessary. Perhaps God wants me to pray more and compute less?

In any case, what this means for the blog is that blogging will be very limited. Do not be alarmed if I do not post for some time. The page is still active. The donation button works. I am still reachable. Feel free to comment. That is the easiest way to communicate with me. Otherwise, you can look me up on Facebook, where I have a presence.

God bless you all. I shall continue to pray for you.

Silver Rose