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Wednesday, March 11, 2020

Saint Amunia - Hermitess


"Hermitess"
by
Silver S. Parnell
Copyright (c) 1996
~ All rights reserved. ~


One of the many saints for whom we celebrate the feast day today is another hermitess about whom we know little. Amunia had been a married woman, but when her husband died, she joined her daughter, Saint Aurea, in her hermitage.


October 4 -- Feast of Saint Aurea of Paris | Saints, Golden girl ...


"The Christian of the future will be a mystic or
will not exist at all."
~ Karl Rahner, theologian, priest ~


I have lived as a type of modern hermit for the last 18 years, and I am always keen to hear from other female hermits, as well as read about hermitesses who have gone before us.

Dedicating one's entire life to God in a singular and solitary manner is the original monastic expression. Sometimes, hermits would gather together in a loosely organized group, withdrawn from society to greater and lesser degrees.

This monastic life is common in Christianity, Hinduism and Buddhism. Other religions may also incorporate solitary religious people, but I am not aware of those, in particular.



Caves of Cappadocia, Turkey


"I will lead her into the desert, and there
I will speak to her heart."
~ Hosea 2:16 ~

30 years ago, I started keeping the above quote, on a small scrap of paper, in my wallet, eventually losing it when it floated out one day, unnoticed until much later. That was alright, however, as I had memorized it long ago and carried it also in my heart.

Jesus himself was many times said to retreat to a solitary place to pray to his Father "in secret." Many early Christians retreated to the caves, some of which still exist today.



Cave painting, in cave church


What is the purpose of the hermit life? To be alone, in a reverent atmosphere of silence and contemplation upon the Divine is an expression of longing for the experience of union with God and an attempt to sweep aside and leave behind everything that is not Him. Some theologians say that we are already in union with Him but that we have inserted the things of the world into the relationship and thereby ruined the experience of the joy that one feels in communion.

To come to an understanding of our oneness with the Lord, to feel it, recognize it and float on its wings, has been the urgent goal of saints through the ages, and I love to read about each of their individual journeys. At times, while meditating, I paint them, such as my work, at the top of this blog post.

One day, I had hoped to form an alliance with other independent hermits throughout the world, but perhaps it is best that this never materialized. We are meant to be alone, after all. Still, it would be lovely to provide support to other female hermits. It is still a recognized and respected vocation, but because it is mostly women who aspire to it, it is often given short shrift. Even many of our churches have lost track of that mystical thread that originated with Jesus and wended its way through the lives of many saints through the ages.




83 year-old Buddhist hermitess


Christians, Hindus, Buddhists and others share in this holy impulse to be with God, together alone. There are more of us than you might imagine. I encourage everyone to read up on our holy mothers in religion, both those who are still living and those who have passed on to their heavenly reward.




Russian hermitess Agafya Lykova
who lives in Siberia, alone

I remember reading about the "desert mothers" and the "desert fathers" when I was a nun in the Vedanta Convent. My readings of the books we carried in our catalog were my introduction to the Christian monastic and contemplative traditions. It sparked something within me which stayed with me ever since!

It is amazing to me, thinking about how long it has been - 18 years - since I first committed to the solitary life, and how I have continued this life with no earthly support from any religious institution, but with the considerable kindness and resourcefulness of well-wishers, both from my teacher in the Vedanta community and the loving attentions of my circle of Catholic friends who understand the contemplative life of the independent monastic. They are also sympathetic to the limitations of an older woman with multiple disabilities, thanks be to God!




Most of all, though, I feel the continuous blessing and encouragement of our holy mystics who have gone before us. I pray to Saint Amunia and all the other angels and saints, and ask them to intercede on my behalf to the Lord.

I also keep their memory fresh in my mind and heart by reading books by and about them. I would like to share with you some of these volumes.

I have attached a list at the bottom of this blog. It is a very short list because there is much much more. I have only included books I was able to find on Amazon, but if you would like further recommendations of books and websites about the lives of other mystics, please don't hesitate to contact me, and I will be happy to steer you in the right direction.

May the Lord bless us all.

Silver "Rose"

INDEX OF BOOKS ON THIS TOPIC AND RELATED TOPICS:
I recommend these to you and intend to read them again myself, probably on kindle, so I can magnify the text:

Books of Bede Griffiths, Benedictine monk and lifelong friend of C.S. Lewis:

Books about the desert fathers and mothers:


Statue of St. Teresa of Avila - in rapture

4 comments:

  1. Beautiful work for our Lord, this Lent, so needed.

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  2. Thank you for the lovely comment! Please take care of yourself during this difficult time. I pray you have all the resources you need to stay out of the public spaces and wait this thing out. Fortunately for us, prayer is best when done 'in secret.' God bless you! Silver Rose

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  3. Thank you for your work on this site! I was just saying how I never asked to be a hermit - but with being a widow and childless and no family to speak of around, with all this Covid Lock down I find myself home along for way too long and not able to go to Mass even. After awhile with 2 incurable diseases and living in pain, not able to do much, and now not able to get out physically to Mass or receive the Eucharist....I really wonder "what am I even here for anymore?" I never wanted to be alone - I'm a people person - but then as our world gets crazier and crazier I guess I need to learn to adapt. Thank you for all the articles in this website - I am sure it will help me!

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    1. Dear Elizabeth, I have, at times, asked myself the same question you pose in your comment, i.e., "what am I even here for any more?" and the answer always comes to me from our Lord.

      SUFFERING IS SPIRITUAL CURRENCY

      When in the midst of the constant pain, yearning for spiritual support and companionship, desire for sense of belonging, and fear about survival while watching our democracy devolve into an authoritarian regime, I OFTEN forget just how VALUABLE is the suffering that you and I and thousands of other reigious women endure.

      It is like GOLD, my dear - spiritual gold. At least, it becomes gold when the alchemy of suffering combined with offering occurs.

      We all have to be reminded of this because, when suffering is intense and relentless, our attention is understandablly drawn to the pain that persistently knocks at the door of our consciousness rather than to our Lord and his Blessed Mother, whose example we are trying to follow in all things.

      This is where meditationn/contemplation comes in. The practice of drawing the mind back from distractions during times of formal meditation gives strength to the spiritual muscles necessary to save ourselves from melancholy. But, in the end, even the suffering of the state of melancholy can itself be offered in reparation for our sins and the sins of the whole world.

      I remind myself and all my companions to redouble efforts toward meditation practice and, in particular, to first offer up all our activities and pains and sufferings and difficulties at the moment any endeavor is taken up.

      The most pedestrian activity is sacralized in this way.

      I highly recommend the example of Brother Lawrence, who said that he was just as much in the company of the Lord while washing dishes as he would be in the choir stalls. [He wasn't considered of much use in the monastery and was relegated to the kitchen as a result.]

      I think that some day it may be necessary to form a virtual convent of female monastics who, like you and I and countless other women, are spending our "golden years" in service to the Lord, alone in our houses, alone in our apartments, offering ourselves to the Lord.

      We have a new bishop here in Albuquerque - at least, he is fairly new. I was just beginning a dialog with a vocation director for the LAST bishop when the change was made. One day, if I can ever get myself organized, I may try to pursue this again.

      In the meantime, I offer my support to you and all the other "accidental hermits." Please look for me on Facebook, where the internet convent for accidental hermits will PROBABLY find its beginnings. In the interim, I invite you to "friend" me there.

      Thank you for taking the time to contact me.

      God bless us all!

      Silver

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